Malina - Back to Myself lyrics

Nothing to recall What if I just cannot give a name To what I think there is to blame I'm only freezing it out Castaway too numb to feel Hail or silk or burning steel I'm wounded by wars I never really fought Danny says it happens but I would rather say I'm deserving my time to breathe and scream it out And how would anyone expect me here to shout "I'm glad myself is back" I long to cry out loud I've been outside myself and frosting in your doubts But I won't trail along with... Lithium as I wake up Coffee to anaesthetize my shame Doctors make it harder, I'd only smoke it away How can I throw it all to waist, that bitter taste And now it's my turn to spread it all about You thought you'd get away with all your lies so proud? But I won't trail along It's time to breathe and scream it out I've been outside myself and frosting in your doubts But the ice is gonna crack.