You could never really hate me the way I do lately Cause I hate me You're so poetic The words on your lips, I've already said it I feel apathetic I can see it in you eyes, you've already read it And then I felt your teeth sink in Behind my back, breaking open the skin again Everything that I was good for My awful display of comfort Have been mixing well with the whiskey and the gin And all the stories that i told you About the world outside your bedroom They clutch my mind like vices Twisting, turning a thousand times I sold my soul for everything I'm writing the songs that the devil sings The rugs swept from under my feet I'm only worth my money earned Every dollar you spent is a lesson learned You were something I could never afford to keep You could never really hate me, like I hate me