Major League - Pull Me Out lyrics

I've lost track of the time and so have all my friends Spending winters reflecting the summer just to feel warm again I've learned my lesson the hard way And taught myself to set aside All the sure things and certainties That were promised in my life I'd rather crawl where I belong Than live a life I didn't earn If home is where the heart is then my heart is never home I've learned to come to terms and grow into my own Now I can see everything for what it is and what it means All these doubts I've hid over these years Now mean nothing to me I've been feeling like a dead beat I have nothing left to say And I'm living in my mothers basement With less friends than I had yesterday I was running out of answers I couldn't keep my mind at ease Spending each day as a panic mess My problems get the best of me I'd rather crawl where I belong Than live a life I didn't earn If home is where the heart is then my heart is never home I've learned to come to terms and grow into my own Now I can see everything for what it is and what it means All these doubts I've hid over these years Now mean nothing to me I'm looking up for the first time in a long time So pull me out I've had enough I'm in so low and I blame myself I'm ready to leave this, leave this in the past So pull me out I've had enough I'm in so low and I blame myself I'm finally done with, done with finishing last