When I'm awake Everything is grey and worthless And when I'm alone No one even thinks about me And when I'm in a crowd of people I can't relate Cuz no one knows the way I feel Or the way I hate When I'm awake When I'm awake When I'm awake Tryin for the apathetic So much for truth If only I could just forget it So wear your ribbons and stars like a badge of shame Share your hollow sentiments and I'll know inside your heart Inside your heart When I'm awake When I'm awake When I'm awake When I'm awake Slipping through the end of everything (Feel it in my heart in my soul I know it in my brain) When I'm awake (Feel it in my heart in my soul I know it in my brain) I can feel the growing darkness Deep in the chest Gathering to come and harm us (ugh!) When I'm awake When I'm awake When I'm awake When I'm awake I can't stop the way want When I'm awake I can't stop in the way that I want yeah When I'm awake I can't stop from k**ing you When I'm awake