Mads Veslelia - Me lyrics

[Verse 1] I went through my life, without having no one You got a mom and dad, but I'm riding solo Where's my dad? Gotta call me when you know so I can say hello or rip his f**ing head off he's a psycho I was that close, half-cracked skull, sh** But I survived, I'm older, gotta thank mom for it She took me in her arms, and ran away I never saw that ba*tard again, and it better stay that way She found another guy, I was only 4 A great man, they made my brother, got a happy home But that was not for long, cause momma was an addict So what happened yo, she had to go to rehab, tryna make her habits go That didn't happen, no She came back and started smashing all we ever known Happy home, we're gone She f**ed up everything, couldn't even get me to school And I was battling With my emotions, didn't had anything, stepfather Took care of mother, but he was not smarter Didn't take long, before he took a step further Mom on rehab again while he had s** with a hoe How the f** was I supposed to keep my common sense When I was 7, had to watch my brother, when he was out and damn It was hard back then, and it still is But I'm here, watching him, backing him, die for him Back when I was saying stepfather slept with a prostitute Mommy came back, and she didn't know what to do He had started with the same thing as she So now I had 2 parents on d**; not weed, but Heroin Wish it was all a dream, so I could just wake up Go downstairs, and not see dangerous, addicted faces But my future was written I was caught, no bullsh**tin' How could they keep on sitting, sticking needles, in the kitchen? It was like prison, till one day I- Was standing in the hallway, and just watching ma I was crying, but through the door came an angel It was grandma she took me away, and god, I'm thankful She just grabbed me, and I never came back My little brother wasn't home, just lucky that- I was the one, he ended up in a foster home With some fake parents that ain't even nice to him So now I'm here, 20 years, writing this weird Story of mine, like somebody else care But I tell you this, if you're f**ing with this My family's all I got, and I don't take more sh** I ain't got no heart, it don't beat no more I was dumped just, um, I don't know, days ago Ironically we fought about her past, you see, there's a junkie that keeps on coming back tryna kick my a** He was talking trash, he better see my back There's a tattoo that will, make you feel my wrath He said I couldn't rap, I laughed and told her that Right after that, she admitted f**ing him in the past So I turned aggressive, my temper is all screwed Spitted out some lines about a who*e, and now we're through Guess I'm better off alone, so I can't hurt too- Much But if there's one thing, I must Is keep on going, my family needs Mads [Outro] I don't think no one, will ever see What I see, what I see I don't think no one, will ever be Able to really, able to really, love me (yo, yo, yo, yo) So, don't you love me? I don't need you, lovely I don't need No One