[Madison] The other night the sky Screamed at the wall I tried to tell you how I feel But I was never good with words Pictures on the wall Hang over my head A broken truth and promises The things I never said How do I love How do I love you I wish you were here I wish you were kind I was never really okay I was never really okay And I wish you cared I wish you were kind I was never really okay I was never really okay I just never said it out loud Out loud I never said it out loud Holding on too tight Head up in the clouds Heaven only knows Where you are now It feels like you're still here Though I know you left Your coat is in the closet And your shoes are by the bed How do I love How do I love you I wish you were here I was never really okay I was never really okay And I wish you cared I wish you were kind I was never really okay I was never really okay I just never said it out loud Out loud I never said it out loud Woo-ooh Woo-ooh Woo-ooh I never said it out loud I wish you were here I wish you were kind I was never really okay I was never really okay And I wish you cared I wish you were kind I was never really okay I was never really okay I just never said it out loud Out loud Out loud I never said it out loud Out loud I never said it out loud