Look at yourself and write down the truth. What more fatal complex subject could you find? Its hard to face. Or maybe youre afraid of yourself Daylight fright. They might bite I get so high. Im high as a kite Fly to new heights. I try to do right Grow older, weight of the worlds on my shoulders People are bad, pretend to be helpless Mad give juice to the youth. Im selfish I try to explore the dark side of the road Skeletons dangling. Star-spangled mangling Im all tangled up in two gangs Im f**ed Devour smurf. Its all our turf Lets kick through the fence and waste a few heads But karmas a b**h that youll face when youre dead Sweet demon, take me to a level thats a true test Devil in a blue dress, Ill do what I do best Control freak speak. Do as I say When you and I play cause you are not safe [Hook:] Here I go again, here I go again [x4] The mind suffers. Thoughts are all scattered With delicate matters and elegant patterns A trail of myself. Im beyond redemption Weak to temptation, Im filled with tension Attract acts of vengeance. I will go the length Cause I rap with my grandfathers strength I will not lose my family Miracle man, you cant stand me I push for my dreams. Only God can command me Black hand dark prints of the city Its hideous language. Bad blood on canvas No partners we will keep building I swear on the lives of my unborn children That I would burn in Hell just to keep you safe But I will stimulate my growth while I keep my faith Give you everything inside my skull These are the memoirs of a troubled soul [Hook]