Still awake on a winters day Skies are gray and they're cold Smoke signals from my last cigarette Lets me know that it's finally getting old Everybody hates me for the night before The man you saw wasn't me And now there's blood upon the bathroom floor I've got a disease Wait a while All I need is a friend Come on, stay a while Won't you please understand Understand? I'm f**ed up with nothing ahead but the end I know that I'll never get sober And I'm fed up with this miserable life after d**h I know that I've taken my last breath Memories of how it used to be Painted thick on my walls Cold illusions pumping through my veins Felt them there but I didn't hear them call Washed away all my darkest fears Shoved them down to my soul I keep them aged like a vintage wine I'm sure they'll come out when it's ready to go Wait a while All I need is a friend Come on, stay a while Won't you please understand Understand? I'm f**ed up with nothing ahead but the end I know that I'll never get sober And I'm fed up with this miserable life after d**h I know that I've taken I'm f**ed up with nothing ahead but the end I know that I'll never get sober And I'm fed up with this miserable life after d**h I know that I've taken my last breath My last breath My last breath I've taken...