left man a fear of and anger despising the beauty of losing the derning context self reproach and chaos no longer walking towards clarity yet not surrendering to the guilt complex sanction from the disorder called for retrospect no remorse or obligation deeds are done and completed the unisightly dignified with iniquity mutilated by the sword of sense and stability lost in the cave of spite gorging oneself in the pit of indulgence whilst others whimper of appetite the hunger for sacrifice the starvation for trauma distant from the origin of violence vortices the karma of rapture hysteria as an element of d**h the animated fixtures of your enemies taking shape as the worst of of the all left a man of fear and anger despising the beauty of losing the context self reproach and chaos no longer walking towards clarity yet not surrending to the guilt complex sanction from the disorder called for retrospect