Machine Gun Kelly - Lead You On lyrics

Twice i turned my back on you I fell flat on my face but didn't lose Was it the blue light Gone fragile Was it above the man? In wonder, steady going under Tell them drain the pool i'm sinking fast Come and save my life before it pa** Scratching at the surface but the bottom's where i'm at Only place my addiction will tell me that i'm free at last So why the f** you playing with my head, i said i'm done Any and everything i had is gone i said you won You promised that we'd only be together for a minute then we finish But my life is pa**ed another year why the f** is you in it b**h i gave up everything for you even my house Now i'm begging on a nightly basis to sleep on the couch My counselor said i need to find a way to block the pain I told him it was already too late she is in my veins and he said Tell me what led you on, i'd love to know Well, it's just that, when i felt her the first time i flew Nobody gives me the high that she do See, we fight all the time and she leaves bruises on my arms But the way she makes me feel inside that girl can do no wrong Now all my family hates me since i started f**in with her And all my friends done left me cause they jealous that i'm wit her I try to break it off but she gets me back with the feel After everything she did why the f** do i love that needle? Please help me Twice i turned my back on you I fell flat on my face but didn't lose Look, this love's k**ing me, literally Every time i start to pick you up, you finish me Used to love waking up in the mornings and feeling you Now i'm just ashamed wearin long sleeves concealing you b**h you wasn't sh**, how the f** could you do this? Now my f**ing life is ruined, i'ma k** you b**h i'll do it so i Tie it up, stick that sh** up in my skin and overdose on your love So i can't have it again.