Mac Miller - The Star Room lyrics

Hallelujah, thank God I have a future Praying I don't waste it getting faded 'Cause I'm smoking till I'm coughing up tar Through the surge, energy curve like a lumbar I don't act hard, I still read Babar Tripping' out, looking at a bunch of Google map stars, sh** They got a app for that But me, I'm still trapped inside my head, I kinda feel like it's a purgatory So polite and white, but I got family who would murder for me Think I'm living paradise, what would I have to worry 'bout? Dealing with these demons, feel the pressure, find the perfect style Making sure my mom and dad are still somewhat in love All these backfires of my experiments with d** And I experience the touch of my epiphany in color form The difference between love and war inform me I'm above the norm Give me anybody, though, I'll gladly chew his face off, them bath salts sponsored links Rhyming like it's summertime on asphalt, hot Haven't picked a major label, think I'm black balled I still don't got the heart to pick my phone up when my dad calls Will he recognize his son when he hears my voice? I put this music against my life, I think I fear the choice And I don't know what I'm running from, but I'm running still I conversate with acquaintances, but it's nothing real I'm from a city that you hear and think a bunch of steel So a hundred mills wouldn't make me sign a f**ing deal Money k**s, that's the truth, it's called the root of evil But I want that Rolls Royce that the homie Lennon drove So, if you don't talk about some money I'mma send you home Unconventional, special but unprofessional Adolescent expression that's letting me meet these centerfolds As troubles fill my mind capacity, I let them go If I was Johnny Depp in Blow, I would let it snow That's just me all whiling out and being extra, though And, if God was a human it'd be yours truly Watching horror movies with some foreign groupies, thinking this decor suits me I do d** to get more loopy, I'm in tune to ancient jujitsu spirituals, it's blissful Looking out as far as eyes can see I'm glad that me and this elevation could finally meet I think I'm JFK's final speech They try a**a**inating all of my beliefs But I'm asleep so whisper to me for the peace of mind And he be high some weed to grind on top a Jesus shrine Twenty thousand on my watch 'cause I needed time If y'all would leave me the f** alone, that'd be divine Can't decide if you like all the fame Three years ago to now it's just not the same I'm looking out my window, ashing on the pane Wonder if I lost my way Don't you ever wanna hide away Side and triumph in the eyes of rain Won't give a f** about tomorrow if I die today I'll greet the devil with a smiling face sh**, that God fell on me, reside in space As, time's a wasting I'm freebasing with freemasons My girl's switching the locks, the keys keep changing Dreaming of places my own personal creations If d**h a party in heaven, I plan to leave wasted Retracing my steps way back to biblical times We all gonna end up meeting at the finishing line