Mac Lethal - Dying Young lyrics

[Intro] I guess as I get older, every winter seems to last a lot longer than the last one But I'm not gonna talk, I'll just rap [Verse 1: Mac Lethal] Yes, Uh, Yeah, Uh I feel the ebb and flow I got a precious soul I'm feeling normal if I've lost it you should let me know From head to toe, covered in my past I pour my anti-depressant into my wine gla** This is for certain A bigger burden Arguing with the mirror, I didn't get a word in I know the cost, I know what's the strangest Forever hoping that it does, but really nothing changes There's such amazing art inside of everyone But people go get jobs and forget to stay forever young In the mirror see a person that's insane All the pressure made me scream until I burst it in the flames I'm entertained by scrutinising critics And the darlings of the media still utilising gimmicks Melt into a puddle of warm water and red wine I have no blood left, I just bled mine [Hook: Mac Lethal] When the breath of life fills my entire lungs It's not about me or the neighbourhood that I am from I'm not afraid of dying, just afraid of dying young (x2) When the breath of life fills my entire lungs It's not about me or the neighbourhood that I am from I'm not afraid of dying, just afraid of dying young I'm not afraid of dying, just afraid of dying too young [Verse 2: Mac Lethal] Flying high, sink or swim You think you're fat, you think you're thin You're 19 now, perfectly built But twenty years later you're a milf Twenty more years you're a post-menopausal old woman I hope you took the time to learn to make some awesome home cooking Cause looks fade, even minds fade I hope I don't forget the love and sacrifices I made I'm just afraid of painfully dying Tortured by the dark force, angels are crying I guess I should repaint the horizons, open my mind Stretch out the universe and soak it in wine Laying in the fields where the opium shines All I need is love, man, I don't need a dime Cause I've been having dreams of my mother I wake up crying, squeezing a pillow, thinking I hugged her I loved her I miss her Hearts covered In blisters Super-conductor, transistor An afternoon sipping on cups of tan liquor Resting, lucid are the best dreams Life can only move in one direction like a chess king There's a devil on my shoulder and a devil on the other one too But I told 'em both: f** it we're through Uh [Hook] [Outro] I know that the king on the chessboard can move in multiple directions, but I meant like one direction, one space at a time You can't be self-destructive and building a good life for yourself at the same time I'm not preaching though North Korean Barbecue North Korean Barbecute North Korean Barbecuties, I see 'em, I see 'em