Mac Lethal - Black Widow Spider lyrics

I feel that sting in my toxic heart I can't heal that thing cause your claws are sharp It was nothing to you, when you cut me in two Left me kicked to the curb feeling ugly and blue I let these vixens capture me And it's a lot easier than it has to be You taste like dip spit practically And that's a flavor of my sick sick rhapsody I'm gonna shoot my dope in the bathroom stall Try to turn my woes around I'm gonna stir my brandy with a nail I'm gonna guzzle that poison down I'm gonna spend my rent money at the bar Because I'm really not all that rich I'm gonna turn my cell phone off right now Cause I don't wanna call that b**h [Hook:] I love a girl that don't love me And I call that girl Black Widow Spider I need to find me a brand new vixen And bring her back home just to lay beside her I love a girl that don't love me And I call that girl Black Widow Spider I need to find me a brand new vixen Need to bring her back home right now On the syncopated measure, I say a little somethin' to alleviate the pressure Cause everything about you is deviant and clever You say we need to treat each other better You must be joking I feel like a wounded puppy Stupid, ugly You used to love me but instead of being hurt I'll just think about the time you gave me road-head on my birthday Tell that dude not to answer your phone when I call you I'll take a ball bat to his truck I'd rather just leave you a 45 minute long rant on your answering machine cause I'm drunk Plus I can delete it all and re-record it I wanna thank you for the grief and torment The ghost in the blanket felt like you And my bedroom fragrance smells like spew [Hook] I'm gonna punch me a hole in the closet door And try to turn my woes around I'm gonna stir my brandy with a nail I'm gonna guzzle that poison down I'm gonna work things out on the telephone Call one time only, that's it I'm gonna break my telephone on the ground So I don't drunk dial that b**h There's a black raincloud floatin in my head I always lose at the game of love I gotta cleanse this nightmare out my system Somebody wake me up I'm gonna pop me a pill, gonna die for the girl that'll let me die for her Cause my ex girl wanna ask me why I feel so strongly like I'm sure C'mon [Hook]