M.I.M.S - Chasing Sunshine lyrics

I used to think the better way was to get away Chasing sunshine tryna put the leather away When your wheel of fortune is just a letter away And the chick you been with you tryna let her away For that Vanna White chick, load the tall van with white chicks Hit the hotel, hit the light switch While I was out tryna spend a night with I was the one she was tryna spend her life with I could've sworn the money wouldn't change my motto But why want a little when you can have a lotto Why sip the gla** when you can have the bottle We live for the now but what about tomorrow? I got sunshine on my face but I'm not happy I am so senseless, I lost all senses, I'm telling you that I'm not happy, I got my eyes so closed so I can see you I got nothing if I don't have you Blinded by the fame I can hardly see her face She blinded by the love, she can hardly see mistakes But there were mistakes which we can't replace But visualize the place maybe you can relate For her I give my arm hoping she amputates But still it ain't enough she like it's way too late But I'm like wait and she like she did She said, she tired of waiting It's already been years and there's been tears shed I was gone 'til November then I show on that Learjet Like yeah, I'm rich man, I really don't care Throw a little money in the air Blinded by the cars, I was blinded by the ice Millionaire lens, I was blinded by the lights One look at her face and I'm reminded by the life That I used to live that she used to like, like I got sunshine on my face but I'm not happy I am so senseless, I lost all senses, I'm telling you that I'm not happy, I got my eyes so closed so I can see you I got nothing if I don't have you All we do is argue, all we do is fight I'm just tryin' to get it back to where sh** is suffice But it will never be that she said And you can never be that prepared as long as you're aware She don't know how to stop the hurt, so for now I'm just a tear And since I was a jerk she wish I would disappear But that's what got us here and that's we gotta go You reap what you sow, so I'ma let her know I am so senseless, I lost all senses, I'm telling you that I'm not happy, I got my eyes so closed so I can see you I got nothing if I don't have you I am so senseless I lost all senses I'm telling you that If I don't have you, if I don't have you I got nothing if I don't have you