LZ8 - PHIL' lyrics

[Verse 1: LZ8] The distance between me and the ground is a coveted mystery And imma' get to the bottom of this like f** it I quit! I'm saying ‘bi' like a bundle of sticks Rubbing a clit Grab a bucket of bricks Jump off a bridge Discover me in a puddle of piss Under the west gate I'll be bloody and ripped Please cover it up Tell dad that I suddenly slipped And this son of a b**h plummeted To rubble and bit it No way would he ever find me cutting my wrists He loves me to bits And he just wants his son to exist If he thunk it was him causing my destructive decision he'd crumble But he's not the only one that I'll miss My mom and my missus Close friends My brother and sis But I've made my choice and y'all know that I'm stubborn as sh** Since I was young I've had this troublesome twitch And it's hard to admit But I just wanted to fit In a club or a clique comfortably Dumb but it hits home when you're the ugliest kid Who got made fun of for unmuscular limbs In the gutter lies an underweight busker With a trumpet shaped spliff Rolling blunts on the bus since grade six To mullin' a mix at age thirteen Sufferin', sittin' Hunched in the kitchen Cryin' on it Lucky it lit But shut up and quit stalling You've been up here since six it's sundown Time is spreading utterly thin My guts in a twist Cars pa**ing trucks on the bridge And it's dusk now Hearts pumping harder than kick Drums pound Will I half a** it? Jump and i live? Hush now No time to make your mind up with this just jump! Jump (x30) [Bridge: LZ8] I'm crying cause it Hurts when I laugh Smiling cause I Like it when it does Living in the Future of the past Can really make a man [Verse 3: LZ8] Waking up open eyes comatose is in a hospital bed Like give me the closest bottle of meds Hoping to overdose but to my left Doctors next to me nodding like a bobbling head Talkin' like Lachlan you got a lot to regret Noddin' off as I watch him pull his human face right off of his neck His clothes turned to cloth And his breath was cold as frost Tells me what he offers is d**h Time stopped and he stood and he Stuck the universe in front of my face Pushing me through until I had a view of earth from outer space Spinning out as my records spinning louder than ever Across the country as my moon unit closes the drapes My body froze in a state as I flat line But my fat lines don't fade Bones degrading in a grave so the tracks that I made can be played [Outro: LZ8] No catharsis Just an open casket farewell show at your local Dead boy with the vocals blasting I'm on that starlight (sh**)