Lyzanxia - Tedium lyrics

In my room I asked myself questions Looking for something which could engage my thoughts Closing my eyes, looking for what I need Void is invading me, nothingness (is) my host Details and sounds are bothering me Feeling that I don't get enough time before me Can't think anymore, panic is entering my senses (I) create futile actions, ignore consequences -Stand by your friends -I fill my heart -Don't move away -Of grudge and pain -Don't cross the fence -Can't face my last -I hold your hand -Amazement There is such recurrence in my head Treatments couldn't stop this tedium Fear of being unsatisfied Pa**ion against envy I wait for sleepiness to wake up The day which makes me live again I'll reach this idea Then, the next is you Can reach this idea