Lyricold - Doin' Time lyrics

Never grew up on the wrong side of the tracks.. Just broke white trash, never took a bath.. So sad, being poor people look and laugh.. "look at that, guess his dad never went to cla**.." So what, he dropped out..guess I did to.. Then hate bloomed on every thought I'm holding on to.. Loose screws in my head i'm puking up booze.. Who knew that this is all I'd measure up to? Grow cold Holdin' onto moments slowly gone.. All is lost, god it's hard I start to fall apart.. Slowly rot I'm so alone A lonely note I jot.. To use the words inside my head before I blow it off.. Every night Sit and cry about this f**ing life.. Wipe my eyes Someone coming.. Nothing's wrong I lie.. Then I disguise hurt I feel With jokes to make it by But then again I'm all alone and then I'm seein why.. Doin' time.. Using up my tears at night Abusive life.. I slowly start to lose my mind I'm doin' time.. Livin life I wake and cry I wonder why.. I had to live to have to die I'm doin' time.... (Memory breakdown) Daily seein' days pa**.. Sky is bright then pitch black Yesterday was 5th grade Tomorrow dawns a new cla**.. News flash.. Every day we're dyin So sad.. I know that Hope is lost And fallin' so fast.. Go back Take a look at days From way back.. Wake up Then go to bed Then wake up DON'T CRASH... It's so fast Holdin on To help the pain flash.. N shame pa**.. Grabbin' on to make this day last.. Say that No one else could ever understand.. It's evident You're not alone So go on take my hand.. Feel the sand Wind that blows The breeze against my skin.. Consider this, happiness before you reach an end... Reachin in.. The bag to get the puzzle piece you get.. Then make it fit Life is empty If you waste the chips.. Ante up.. Make a bed And take this bed to live... Then fill the cup Smile b**h Cuz this is all you get Doin' time.. Using up my tears at night Abusive life.. I slowly start to lose my mind I'm doin' time.. Livin life I wake and cry I wonder why.. I had to live to have to die I'm doin' time....