To escape the perimeter of this Fleshy prison...to escape into milky Nimbus, blurry eyed, light headed To erase dreams, memories, visions To ultimately forget every word Every face, every nightmare A permanent amnesia, which forgoes Responsibility...the enemy of freedom I can't forget...I remember too much I remember every detail, every nuance Am forced to repeat even the most Repellant occurance...my sanity insists upon it Insists upon expulsion, purgation Insists I wring from every cell The poisonedthoughts Polluted deeds Malicious intentions Which would, if not puked forth Riddle me with disease, with sickness, with d**h My incredible well being is testament To the curative of confessional The healing power of the word And if it makes you sick So much the better