LXI Vortex - FUCK U LONEBOI (drowning)* lyrics

[Intro] Hi Neco Where are my idols when I need them? I’d give up everything, anything just to see them, yeah, yeah Where are my idols when I need them? I’d give up everything, anything just to see them, yeah, yeah [Chorus] Where are my idols when I need them I’d give up everything anything just to see them I’m slowly killing myself I’m doing it softly I got somebody that worries but she can’t help me, no I’m taking corners like a speed racer Not afraid of going fast but I’m afraid to fall down Love thе feeling of the pills I think that I’ma need more This addiction’s gonna kill me feel likе I’ma drown down [Verse] I do not love myself I'm wishing I was someone else I take too many pills I fall apart like no one else But who needs brakes when you can live life like a movie Everything comes to an end I’m an example and I’ll prove it, yeah No brakes just speed when I close my eyes My risk, nearly witness my demise Idols they be helpful cause I’m not causing them any harm Prolly cause they’re gone but yet they’re walking me down through these halls [Bridge] Might take one more but I don’t wanna let you go Don’t wanna say goodnight to you and not wake up tomorrow no Don’t wanna lose it all tonight because of problems that I caused But that's my life story for you girl So goodnight te amo amor I might OD but I cannot just let you go Don’t wanna say goodbye to you and not see you tomorrow no Don’t want to lose all in a day because of problems that I caused But that’s my life story for you girl So goodbye te amo amor [Chorus] Where are my idols when I need them I’d give up everything anything just to see them I’m slowly killing myself I’m doing it softly I got somebody that worries but she can’t help me, no I’m taking corners like a speed racer Not afraid of going fast but I’m afraid to fall down Love the feeling of the pills I think that I’ma need more This addiction’s gonna kill me feel like I’ma drown down