Luthien - apparition in the hallway lyrics

Fell asleep at the pep rally You said "did i sleep last night?", not really That was six years ago, nothing much has changed I'm so anxious, jittery and moving strange So sign my yearbook 'cause I hope I never see any of you again I'm the apparition in the hallway Going downhill, do it my way They all hate me and thats okay New persona for a new day Popularity contest Brain dead and you're thoughtless Isn't it obvious? Isn't it obvious? That we're sinking I planned this wrong But you'll sing along, but you'll sing along You saved me that winter From the bad weather Got me through a dark place Brought me back to earth from space Left without a reason In the coldest season Now I don't know how you are Memories, they feel so far Said you'd never leave You were scared to lose me Listening to Mom Jeans Before I was Yeen Shared our worst fears Eyes stained with tears I'll hit my head against the wall Did I imagine it all?