Lute - Myself lyrics

[Verse 1: Lute] I'm not an introvert, I really just don't fu*k with ni**as So to myself nowadays, it's really hard to read intentions Funny how people who act distant say you actin' different Trust me, if I don't fu*k with you, I keep it consistent, ah Life's a challenge, so for balance had to right some wrongs If it don't bring me peace, then please don't call my phone Watch your tone, ni**as want so much, I wish I had a clone Feelin' like Tyrese, what more you want from me? "I just want my baby" Lifestyle drive me crazy, who the fu*k gon' save me? ni**as tryna play me Contemplating daily if I should blow this b*tch up Kick a door, then load this b*tch up, hold this b*tch up I'm Pac, it's Bishop, you timid as fu*k, ni**as switch up Every time a ni**a see a ni**a close to the bread I'm close to the edge, try a ni**a I got ni**as that'll come for your head While my daughter sleep in comfort instead Try a ni**a, I got ni**as that'll come for your head [Chorus: DEVN] Way too much goin' on, "Do Not Disturb" on my phone Where I lay my head don't feel like home And ni**as wonder why I be in my zone Way too much goin' on, "Do Not Disturb" on my phone Where I lay my head don't feel like home And ni**as wonder why I be in my zone Lay my head down and I pray to the Lord Wanna be by myself Leave me, I'll be good all alone All good by myself, yeah [Verse 2: Lute] People switch up quick, that's what you find out fast So ironic that you'll be the one to find out last They throw stones at your character, but be a house of glass We in this b*tch until I fu*king crash and if it's out of gas And even then we push this b*tch to make it last, sh*t All my life I've been pushing just to make it past sh*t Sippin' fortys from a paper bag, sh*t I paid my dues, who gon' pay it back? The day I signed, I always play it back 'Cause all those nights I challenged God like "ni**a where you at?" Yet still I pray my only peace of Heaven was the hope inside Held back my tears, yet half the sh*t I couldn't cope inside Never thought that my life and dreams would ever coincide 'Cause I remember nights I asked myself like "Who the fu*k am I?" Living legend, now I'm that fu*king guy, you wonder why 'Cause fake it until you make it was always a fu*king lie Back against the wall, my only flaw was if I never tried Back against the wall, my only flaw was if I never tried