Lush - When I Die lyrics

(Anderson) If you walked in now I wouldn't start I wouldn't frown And if you just appeared I wouldn't cry or think it weird 'cause you are still around You're in the air, you're in the ground And you can't go away I am afraid you're here to stay Friends don't understand They close the door, they raise their hands She says she heard your voice Of course she does, she has no choice I was hours ahead When they removed you from your bed They drank all the while Until you said goodbye Why are we sitting here in ourselves? Why are we sitting here in ourselves? Why are we sitting here in ourselves? I don't look up, I don't look down I look ahead and make no sound My love was there I only stare Healthy in my dreams Is what you are, is what is seems What does it all mean? You're only hiding behind a screen Curse the English day For what it forces us to say Banish all the pain 'cause when I die, die I'll see you again