Lungless - Lush lyrics

I'll never understand the fun in poisoning yourself Induce addiction and erase the qualities I have left If I said that I was innocent I'd be full of sh** But get used to it If I quit If I quit If I quit I don't need a title to prove it Aftertaste that lasts all morning Pain that inhabits your veins Alter ego consumes your body Paying for memories thoughts we can't retain This daze around me is far from lush Happens more then I'd like to admit There's more to life than finding your next f** I'd rather be alone then fake my way through it Pace yourself The only thing on the rocks is my life I'm disconnected enough as it is Oh well I'll be fine Standing here alone at the edge of the line Oh but are you fine? With the choice that I have made or will it crawl up your spine? Oh inconsistency I'm finding plot holes in my words Ridden with hypocrisy Crossed the line between truth and guilt I pray that I can think clearly again My heart is on my sleeve I'm sure it's strength is lost My gut is over filled and my lungs take in my mind's exhaust Take In Repeat My heart is on my sleeve Let Out Defeat My gut is overfilled Take in Repeat I'm sure their strength is lost Let Out Defeat Oh but will I be fine Standing here alone at the edge of the line Oh but am I fine? With the choice that I have made or will it crawl up my spine? I'll never understand the fun in poisoning yourself But I've grown used to it If I quit, if I quit If I quit I don't need a title to prove it