Lunatic Soul - Suspended In Whiteness lyrics

a) This Heaven Soon after the awakening I flew up in the air I was a snowflake floating Through my heavenland As light as a feather An ash Like a grain of sand From the white desert And the misplaced time I really need to find I was a drop of water From the pool of life Since my burden's gone I am the calm inside This heaven makes me light b) Don't Feel Alive The sudden flashback stirs in my head I see the boat I see the ferryman Recall my choice Recall the words he said So where the heaven am I now? Where the heaven am I? I don't feel alive I don't feel alive I feel nothing My lips are tightly sealed My mind is blank And every part of me is paralyzed The scattered bits of my consciousness Are suspended in the whiteness Another stage of my path I don't feel alive I don't feel alive I feel nothing