Reveal my identity in the sequence of time Demultiplex the entwined layers Make a sense of it all I have sought the pleasures of visions Visions so disturbing So unnerving The downward spiral in a vertical climb misguided Assist my quest for lasting equilibrium Now my path leads me nowhere But my destination is set Falling through the layers of me My cosmic deconstruction A subtle statement of defiance in the vastness of all Not to be outdone But severely constrained In chains of physics Stranded within the confines of my limitations as a sentient being Perplexed by my intolerable need for answers For truth My event horizon The unreachable goal in the time-distant The open door before me Alluring yet unsurpra**able Not using the options presented to me The fear of uncertainty How do I quantify my fear How will I attain my prize Opposing forces Pulling me all but anywhere Cyclic yet progressive with a devaluating tendency Screams of unfulfillment Radiating cosmically On a journey to universal acceptance