Lumidee - My Last Thug lyrics

Ey yo, I'm there for you, care for you but never fail you and when sh** get ruff I'm there to bail you inhale exhale release some pressure expectations so high that it's hard to measure soft as feathers, at the same, tough as leather and if you ask me, no one pulls it off better listen, I ain't a s**er for love sometimes a s**er for thugs I find it appealing, they make living ruff if they weak they fold, there's no need for those there's way too many k**ers in the streets you know I need one real live, to keep up my vibe cause it's kinda hard to tame a dame if you can't ride want you by my side now I made you a need got so attached that night that I can't even sleep can't get mad at you, I'll have to practice boo even find it so hard to catch an attitude ask ft, I'm saying it ain't coo ya see but for now that's just how i choose to be I don't really wanna tell ya lies but it's hard to for me to say that I'm crying at night done held my pillow tight and I pray to the Lord if he make this right I swear if you let me have him, this'll be my last one I swear if you let me have him, this'll be my last thug I swear if you let me have him, this'll be my last one I swear if you let me have him, this'll be my last thug Every type of man gets stuck in situations now that I'm left here alone I'm waiting' I'm patient to see what will make of his pleads don't make this another game I played em, was cheap I understand when it comes to the streets not too often I speak, so if I do, listen to me never steer you wrong plenty visions I see won't hate on ya hustle I ain't new to a struggle you came to me puzzled, and I put you together wanna stay with you if it get worse or better when we first met you said if I had to choose would it be boots and jeans or slacks and shoes all my life I stuck to only things I knew and I have no regrets cause it led me to you So I roll wit you and no one else knows ain't worried bout how good your cash flow I got you, you got me real like that let's keep this right I don't really wanna tell ya lies but it's hard to for me to say that I'm crying at night done held my pillow tight and I pray to the Lord if he make this right I swear if you let me have him, this'll be my last one I swear if you let me have him, this'll be my last thug I swear if you let me have him, this'll be my last one I swear if you let me have him, this'll be my last thug If I told you once, then I told you twice can't be the wife of a man who can't roll the dice you gots ta take a chance cause you live one life if it's wrong it's wrong, if it's right it's right ain't neva been the type to live off dreams I stick around through happy days and f**ed up scenes don't wanna put you through pressure, so I ask little questions stay playin it coo, just to keep your attention this feeling' is new to me, and truthfully at times I could say things to confuse you see don't know how to act, so on some things I slack want to give you my all, but then I push it all back sometimes I'm not sure about the feelings you have maybe it goes both ways cause who don't got a past I guess I'm kinda scared I've never fallen so fast but if you say you love me, then I'ma hold you to that I don't really wanna tell ya lies but it's hard to for me to say that I'm crying at night done held my pillow tight and I pray to the Lord if he make this right I swear if you let me have him, this'll be my last one I swear if you let me have him, this'll be my last thug I swear if you let me have him, this'll be my last one I swear if you let me have him, this'll be my last thug