Lumenate - Blessed lyrics

(Verse 1) I remember the call when you called me and then I balled And you told me what just occurred and that afternoon I'd fall Victim to an Autumn's day, brother sinned, and it's Father's day Did something bad that he'd remember every single Father's day The man was Axed and murdered and left in bags The body broke every branch when he threw it over a bridge And the heaviness weighs in When do we comprehend? Punishment is feeling like you never should have sinned Grasp the puzzle piece revolving all the bullet's that had missed Dodging flashing window sides when them cars drove by Gimme all the shields and bucklers you believed in when he died f** yo reasons for this treason, this can't happen every time n***a didn't know the code, n***a acted kinda bold Other people on the block didn't like it when he strolled So they blocked him on the block where top blocks got stole He was shot 8 times and then punctured through the throat (Chorus) I know regression has intentions but the tension that I mentioned got me stressing, need a blessing I digress, I am sure, I do all this to impress, gimme all the love you got and I will grab it with my chest This is bleeding at it's best, bullet holes in silver vests k** the beast that came to eat and roamed the streets until the end 'Til it switched and wore the crest, meant that we were all that's left Real survivors always understand when I say I am blessed, (Oh!) (Verse 2) When its time to settle down, fear of the hour The coward just showers in all the negativity that doused him in powder Maybe powder that was flour, bake the bread for dinner counters Never cower unless cowards bloom to warriors like flowers Keep the shouter near the chowder Eat the soup for all the sickness Cancer treatments had me praying she would wake up in the morning Dr.'s saying sorry for your mourning, it's getting boring I need something to lay me down Give me dubs, no, give me pounds Insomnia had kept me up through battles while I heard these sounds Voices inside my head Telling me I should be dead Telling me that memories will come to me until I fled Ran away into the dark All the eyes I see are red Flesh-indulging beings bucketed the tears that I would shed This started when I was ten All my dreams were make pretend I wanted to make believe but they wanted to make new friends They wanted to make me scared, I wanted to make it end (Chorus)