Luis Neer - Perfect human lyrics

I do need new love to liquidize loneliness. living like this has made me so useless. i look at the stars and i try to feel healed but i look at my hands and remember i'm wounded. i attend high school. i walk through the hallway. see pictures of promise with legs and red eyes. we look at computers. we memorize formulas but i need real answers to burn the disguise. as everything stands still we wait for a reveal. horizons are haunting. the mountains are crumbling. i try to make progress like some kind of phoenix. want some perfect human to rise out of ashes. a middle aged woman in front of a trailer park smokes a cigar and spits blood when she coughs. so i'm shedding this jacket. listening to music. in a montage of endings turn all the lights off. i look in the mirror. i want to be better. i know i am selfish. i want to go home. have dreams about thunder lightning reminders. holy and sacred and final then gone. let leaves hold the answers and wait for their whispers. know nothing hitherto. no dharma. no voodoo. silent i daydream alone with my body. my tribe has been scattered. i wait here for you