Lui Tuiasau - What Am I Doing With My Life lyrics

VERSE 1 (Lui) Dude on the door don't believe i'm the dude from the group on the poster Got dropped off outside of the club in the promoter's pulsar Told me to go to the back and stand in a line by the wall Every time we perform here, he's on the door here. and he wants to be the law Bar tender won't look my way. hey hey, can i get a gin and OJ? Ok. sweet then be that way. i'll wait. f** it. we're already late Supposed to be on at 12 but he wanna sell more alks So we gotta wait around all god damn night like we're in the cells And the sound man is an arsehole. and the back stage is the kitchen And we're sitting on the refrigerator that they keep all the chips in Thought it was gonna be sweet to make a living as a musician Serves my dumb as right for having ambition…. mic check VERSE 1 (Tom) Dude in the front rows yawning while we're performing 2 dudes next to him talking, another 2 brawling Young hoe in the front row, watched the whole show on her cell phone Drunk bro looking unco doing that dumb dance with his elbows Nobody really cares there here for the main act. most of them hate rap I give em that 'thank you you been great' crap cause i get paid to say that Then i pack up and i roll, jump in a cab, back to the hotel Cause there ain't nowhere to go, in this whole sh** hole town Lie on my bed watching darts. (ckkgg) something bout sharks Open the curtain and look at the car park..this is the arse hole of the world I hear the whole of the world laugh, while i stand in the bath Trynna make a living making my art. sometimes i gotta ask... ____________________________ WHAT AM I DOING WITH MY LIFE? WHAT AM I DOING WITH MY LIFE? WHAT AM I DOING WITH MY LIFE? WHAT AM I DOING WITH MY LIFE? ____________________________ VERSE 2 (Tom) We just got 200 buck for the show We just did 200 buck worth of blow All of my doe just went out the window. then i woke up in a old Hotel and they telling me now that i owe them a lotta doe. i said i don't know Who put the hole in the wall / what do i owe u for all of the blow that we bought? No i'm not going to court. it's only a fork. i never broke any law If anyone asks / nobody talk / tell em you don't even know me at all Woke up in all of my clothes on the floor / this the first show of tour Man i gotta get a life /what the f** am i doing here getting high every night like i'm 25 acting like i won't never die I'm getting older than mega drive And you probably won't even get that line Probably never even heard of 'Never Mind' but never mind WHAT AM I DOING WITH MY LIFE? VERSE 2 (Lui) Life's a b**h then you die But life's the sh** when you're high. Really high So I live mine in the clouds feel like I never come down Till I wake up on the couch, like a dead dog with his tongue out Somehow thought it was a bright idea Now I feel like I could die right here I don't wanna talk Incase somebody might hear How I feel when I'm this low Trynna climb out this hole I've been digging I been thinking that I might let go But I don't And time goes on and now I'm fine Spent 3 days in the dark. No lie. I don't why I don't why it's every weekend. Stead of the life I could be leading If I just leave this sh** behind and spend more time refining my lines Instead of doing them but same old same old In the bathroom of some sh** hole club With a bunch of people I don't even know And I don't even know what they put in this sh** ____________________________ WHAT AM I DOING WITH MY LIFE? WHAT AM I DOING WITH MY LIFE? WHAT AM I DOING WITH MY LIFE? WHAT AM I DOING WITH MY LIFE? ____________________________