Ludus - The Escape Artist lyrics

I could be hawk and dove Fall in and out of love I could be true to you Will you be true to me? Make it easy for me Make it up just for me Make it easy for me Make it up just for me I paint lines and shapes On paper and on face When there is less of me People see more of me I was thinking wishfully Just how pleasing it would be To be allowed to pick and choose To not be frightened by my food I was thinking wishfully Just how pleasing it would be To walk at midnight unafraid To open my door and be safe She's in pain she's in fear ??? She's in pain she's in fear ??? My mouth it leaks See me paint it red See me make a mess See how I upset I was thinking wishfully Just how pleasing it would be To be allowed to pick and choose To not be frightened by my food I was thinking wishfully Just how pleasing it would be To walk at midnight unafraid To open my door, be quite safe Around in my head My thoughts play hide and seek I tongue-twist easily If words I cannot see Round and round in my head My thoughts play hide and seek I tongue-twist easily If words I cannot see