[Lucidious: Verse 1] Yeah This one's for you homie They say the key to success is forgiveness I never thought that I would have to write you this letter It's been a long time since the day that we severed I really tried to let it go Do you remember? All the stupid sh** we did kids and thought it was clever? Damn Don't forget that my birthday is in December Normally we'd have a cake together but whatever Guess I wish you luck in all your future endeavors Don'toffense if don't answer your text and deal with the pressure Do you remember the first time that we made a track? Back in college yo I couldn't even rap You would tell me I was dope Tommy one day we gon' make it Couple of months later I was releasing changes Put you in the video, had to rearrange it for my right hand man You lost a brotherhood over a one-night stand Now I know one night can Ruin every thing we love and everything that we planned, damn [Merissa Shaban: HOOK] Part of me hopes you will hear this song, Didn't think you'd f** up but I was wrong, Held onto this feeling for too long, Yeah yeah Kinda nervous, a little insecure, But I won't let it bring me down no more No, no more, yeah yeah [Lucidious: Verse 2] The worst part about it is I lost your family too, Haven't spoken since it happened yo I'm barely pulling through Rapping in a booth, finally exposing truth, How'd you even get it up when I was in the other room In my mind wish I could fix it Dealing with addiction all this sh** got me conflicted You the cause of this division, I swear to god that I will listen just get me out of the prison I'm so sick of all the b**hing Need to find a way outta this algorithm I been living in Been pessimistic as kid it I had to get it quick Pop was busy mom was crying I could never sleep How the f** you'd turn into a memory I'll never keep? If you feel the pain I feel I know you feel it deep I turned into a person that I never wanna f**ing see Probably shatter a mirror just by looking at it Co-dependent I'm aggressive I just hate the fact that You would stab me in the back, Leave me right here writing tracks about the past I need to let it go but I'm still f**ing mad Speaking through the wire with this microphone Hoping that I reach you when I'm on a stage and I perform, Hate my music but I'm standing right where I belong, It's time to let you go sorry but I'm moving on I wish you luck and nothing but success I turn this lighter on, Light a candle say goodbye blow it out as you play the song. [Merissa Shaban: HOOK] Part of me hopes you will hear this song, Didn't think you'd f** up but I was wrong, Held onto this feeling for too long, Yeah yeah Kinda nervous, a little insecure, But I won't let it bring me down no more No, no more, yeah yeah