Lucidious - Changes lyrics

[Lucidious: Verse 1] Picture this… just a kid who's 21 Caught up in the world tryin' to figure where to go but he really don't know so he runs From everything that he knows, everyone that he loves Everything that he once trusted but pushed away with a shove Lost a couple loved ones above to all of the doves Many issues but he sweeps em all underneath of the rug He bottles up he fights he drinks Late at night he just thinks He lies awake can't get a wink prepares himself to sink Finally falls, slips into a dream that's commonly lucid…. sees his name up in the lights and he shoots ithe cannot believe That anyone would wanna hear his words Tell him to work on school and quit perfecting his verse I mean really what is he worth? One in a million If only they knew what he's been through bouncing back he's resilient Waiting for them to feel it, close his wounds with the sealant Eyes are glued to the pen and paper he's gonna reveal it no you can't [Anna: Hook] You can't let nobody stand in your way, you just gotta get back up, yeah You just gotta get back up, ohh And take down everything that you cannot change now, you just gotta get back up, yeah You just gotta get back up, ohh.. [Lucidious: Verse 2] Ever since I was a little kid I knew exactly what I really wanted to be Working real hard with an attitude only resulting in money for my family Even though we have been broken apart, I'll make it all change I promise you'll see On my feet, tell my loved ones that I will never leave Apologize for the disappointments I made throughout my life I know that I f**ed up, but I promise I won't make em twice I'm cold as ice But I can't keep blaming em on the girl who I thought would be my wife and have my kids the only two reasons I started to write Music showed me my light, it took me outta my dark It's picked me up and it's shot me down, but it ignited my sparks Still he can't believe that they would wanna hear his words Tell him to work on school and quit perfecting his verse I mean really what is he worth? One in a million If only they knew what he's been through bouncing back he's resilient Waiting for them to feel it, close his wounds with the sealant Eyes are glued to the pen and paper he's gonna reveal it no you can't [Anna: Hook] You can't let nobody stand in your way, you just gotta get back up, yeah You just gotta get back up, ohh And take down everything that you cannot change now, you just gotta get back up, yeah You just gotta get back up, ohh.. [Lucidious: Verse 3] Close my eyes drift away, start to dream it's all okay Put reality on hold I'm in the place that I am safe Memories I will replace, future I will contemplate Every day that I awake remember all of my mistakes Going through the motions waiting for a door to open They say it happens every time you see one that is closing Tell me life is gold I don't feel I have a token Wrote a story in my lyrics I have finally spoken I hope they listen cause I got a lot up on my mind And even when it don't make sense I can find line As I dry my eyes to tell a lie to hold my pride Standing straight a chiropractor couldn't figure why Cause I rewind and recall the days that I wasted time Now I'm choosing any road that I can finally drive I spread my wings take a leap and hope that I survive I accept the fact that everybody has to die…and I know [Anna: Hook] You can't let nobody stand in your way, you just gotta get back up, yeah You just gotta get back up, ohh And take down everything that you cannot change now, you just gotta get back up, yeah You just gotta get back up, ohh..