Lucian - Big Dream lyrics

[Intro]: [Fan]: Ayo bu*ta man. You gotta advice for like, an up and coming artist? [bu*ta Verses]: You askin' me if I got any advice? [Fan]: Yeah, you bu*ta V [bu*ta Verses]: For an up and coming artist? [Fan]: Yeah [bu*ta Verses]: Don't do it man [Fan]: why?! [bu*ta Verses]: Get a real job [Fan]: f** a job n***a. Hahaha [Verse One]: It's hard...damn near impossible Havin' no job just makes you hostile Hurtin' so bad you need a hospital But they ain't gon' do nothin' for you dude You got no insurance, no influx in currency Out of touch with reality Thinkin' you can get stuff with no salary Better get you a J.O.B., don't be me Rappin', all my eggs in one basket Me verse the world and I'm gettin' my a** kicked How a 12th round knockout sound? s**s to come so far just to lose now But that's how it's going down I don't care how a Boeing sound Taking off or landing I need Grants and Hamiltons Now some of my friends They be rockin' animal skins But they worked hard to win I used to laugh at them I was so ga**ed, kissin' my own a** Now I beg them for a loan for cash Let me die Finally alone at last Let 'em cry When they throw my bones in the gra** I've tried, I applied my time to the grind Still can't find dollar signs like I'm blind Tellin' everybody "I'm fine", I'm lyin' Tears of a clown that's underlined cryin' I'm tellin' you...don't fall for it [Hook] [Lucian]: Big dreams They ain't always what they seem Big dreams They ain't always what they seem Big dreams They ain't always what they seem Big dreams They ain't always what they seem [Verse Two]: Do you know what insanity is? To do the same thing and expect different sh** Burden so heavy I can't lift a bit To make things worse it's hurtin' my kid I can't support like the family thought I'm losin' some friends that stand and fall for me I thought life would change awesomely But it hasn't changed a thing Might as well sit on a corner, with a hat beggin' for change to sing Lord please bring me some sort of security I need more than you already offered me I understand why my parents orphaned me I'm so close to just offin' me Because hard times get in my head and won't leave Don't believe me, watch the TV B.U. double T., R.I.P I left off the A cause apparently if you a** I'm the a** that's rappin' for no cash My big time dreams don't last that long 200 joints deep, just trash them songs It won't make dollars, it don't make cents/sense For me to keep pouring my soul in the pen Writin' poems that only go gold with my friends One man race with no goal at the end [Lucian]: I got those big dreams, those wide eyed dreams [Hook] [Lucian]: I got those big dreams, those wide eyed dreams