Lucas Bain - Alone lyrics

Somethings wrong with me, wishing that it all would end Im not suicidal; but its the time i need a friend Everydays the same sh**; i'm always stuck at home The only conversation happening is through the phone Man i'm so alone; i'm feeling like a caged lion I'm dying on the inside, but my hearts flyin I want a girlfriend in my life, i swear i'll give my all I'm the trusted type; i promise that i'll catch your fall Women get it twisted, claiming i'm the player type I'm made of honesty; i promise that i'll do us right I got one life, i'm tryna make the best of it But its difficult when youre not accepted in it Hardly trustin anyone, i'm always let down Friends stab you in the back, when youre not around Mr independent, tryna do my own thing Pushing the ignore bu*ton, everytime the phone rings I'd rather be alone, than used for something I just want a friend; ain't a catch or nothin Catch me when i'm falling, i'll return the favor But the shows begun, so i'll see ya later I'm confused why you judging me for who i am When I always try my best, to be the better man I'm trapped alone, i'm locked inside a caged prison I lost the keys to the lock, somehow i stay driven Never given up, searchin for my inner soul I'm gettin heated easy, losing all self control I stay awake all night, f**in mad as sh** Puttin blame on other people, for nearly all of it I've got insecurities, and they take me over I wanna fall in love, and my best is what i'll show her Thinking positive, i'll find a girl to concentrate And to the people hatin on me, let me set it straight I'll always be me, i ain't care what none yall say Claim my musics sh**ty, go ahead and call me gay Karma is a b**h, sorry if thats too cliche Gettin rid of all the negatives, it all has overstayed I'd rather be alone, than used for something I just want a friend; ain't a catch or nothin Catch me when i'm falling, i'll return the favor But the shows begun, so i'll see ya later