Lu Jerz - Lone Thoughts lyrics

[Verse 1: Tsu Surf] Light a blunt and see visions while I'm recordin' Long nights and early mornings, rain sleet, sh**, it was pourin' I was grinding, they was yawnin' Some of them was still snorin' Had the black and silver 9's, but couldn't afford Jordans Alright, alright, believe in upstairs Down here some sinning happen Tried to move E's, the result of that was sending 'matics Bright lights, big bangs Mobbing to that old Dedication, that real Wayne However many the truck fit deep You die in your dreams, you die for real So the pills k** the sleep Sun coming up, we still wide-eyed And couldn't tell my brother sh** when his mom died Swore I had all the answers till that night He said they gotta fix it, they'll bring her back, right? Wrong, some found a better way, some lost Wonder what you got to lose to win, and at what cost [Hook: Lu Jerz] You don't believe in God, tell me what you see then There's gotta be something that you believe in I hate to (??), but it's made me strong Hardest money to be made, I'm just trying to make it all Tell me what to do, tell me what I need How to be a man, and succeed Show me the reason, the reason to be [Verse 2: Tsu Surf] Optimistic 'bout life, with pessimistic dreams I stand out, why would I work hard to fit in between? Why would I k** your rook when I could k** your queen? Cool with my castle, f** a ring, with a different team See, I'd lose with them before I win with y'all Love that n***a, sh**, I'd die for my n***a Fall Anticipating the worst that could possibly come from sinnin' I know what we doing wrong But chillin' seem wrong when you winnin' Who's the judge? Man, we all wildin' Telly Stravie's with my b**hes from out Long Island They get it for the low, they drop it lower Sound like a plug to me so I got to know her Wonder if the buzz got 'em chirping Or the swag got him t**ng, or the pills got him working Or the hate got him lurking, or maybe I am perfect sh**, or maybe I am perfect… Till we find out, I just nod out Rap & d**, praying I don't Amy Winehouse Till we find out, I just nod out Rap & d**, praying I don't Amy Winehouse [Hook] [Verse 3: Tsu Surf] I could take you through my troubles, sh** be too real Xannies or Mollys be like red pill or blue pill (Matrix!) Can't see sh** until you look close Didn't think twice, didn't blink, sh**, I took both Long nights up equals long day sleep Stomach for my team, I ain't full if they ain't eat I'd die just thinking of my downfall Them square n***as rule 1, stay from around y'all They pray for me, I pray for the haters Just waiting on that check, please, somebody call the waiter Just blew another quarter, b**hes think I'm changin' Just copped another nickel, still down for sprayin' If I had a penny for every dime bag I could cop a whole dime bag If I had a penny for every dime bag I'd cop a whole dime bag [Hook]