Loyle Carner - The Isle of Arran lyrics

Uh, no I don't believe him Uh, but know that I've been breathing But know that I've been holding out Hoping to receive him I've been holding out for G when he was nowhere to be seen when I was bleeding Cuz, and with the choking and the wheezing But still he dream of smoking potent in the evening This is only for the heavens Hold until the souls who need redeeming from the demons Still ain't folded when it's freezing There ain't no-one to believe in I'm on that man side Damn right, doing it myself from a landslide Standby, didn't need no help from no damn guy Man by, I've been making waves all my damn life [?] step to my letter and I stand by it Try it, we ain't holding back if it backfires Lax, not the ones who carry crack till they're back tired Thought they'd make a mil till it transpired I ain't like them damn liars Uh, I'm saying I ain't like them damn liars Trust, told him I ain't like them damn liars So keep your mouth closed shut Eyes wide open when that doubt rose up Cause if that drought shows nothing but the clouds hold nothing but the sound, I'll be running till the ground open up Cause the best don't change Clinging to that whole one My mother said there's no love until you show some So I showed love and got nothing, now there's no-one You wonder why I couldn't keep in tow, son I wonder why my dad didn't want me Ex didn't need me Half of them left, and the rest finna breeze me It's blessed till I second guess [?] There's nothing to believe in, believe me Little bit of life after d**h Scatter my ashes when it's my time to rest With the lines I'm obsessed Rhymes I posses Can't deny, seen the biggest guys cry to confess in a breath [?] Unimpressed with the [?] Left scars in the flesh He's the best Worst kept spar in the [?] [?] So I never left, and never thought about doing so I to-and-fro from that prime time to a home You see, I'm doing those nights I shoulda known better like whatever still my bredda's say I'm too involved But who would know what the family first is Till you dream, see 3 family hearses Worst is, wanted me to speak at the service So I penned a couple bars didn't need to rehearse it