Lowkey - Who Really Cares lyrics

This is dedicated to you, you know who you are. Listen.. Yo.. I called you when I needed you most, I thought we would link I told you the bad news, you haven't talked to me since frankly, I don't want to talk to a shrink I might look happy but I'm angry and I'm tortured within you come back around now, with your hands out I can see the guilt in your eyes, maybe you understand now It isn't the fact that when I talk you didn't listen Its that you said you'd call back in a minute but you didn't Don't get me wrong, I'm not trying to beg friend It just feels lifes my hit a dead end I tried to turn around but now my back's against the wall And the pain just wont stop I might have to end it all I tell myself life is sacred, Its not right to waste it I feel surrounded but at the same time isolated At times my own day dreams scare me I find myself hating anyone that may seem carefree Id rather go out smiling than crying at home Ive realized that my worst fear is dying alone At times I lose my composure but that's not a surprise I can't control the emotions I keep bottled inside Don't pretend there's a friendship you and me share When you hit rock bottom people are usually scared I guess stupidly I expected you to be there And when the sh** hits the fan man, who really cares Yea listen.. I was just sitting here feeling sorry for myself and helpless Then I realized that I was just being selfish I'm a soldier, my self-centred brain is my helmet but when reality hit me I felt sick We run from our problems - there's many that are paralyzed We take life for granted - these simply never had a life We've heard it all before - some people are deaf That tramp lives in a box while I sleep in my bed Inside I'm a tortured man who hates living. But there's people being tortured in Abu Ghraib prison Theres youths right now that are dying from Malaria so we can have clean running water in our area that sh** there, has got me feeling ashamed if you've been through it, tell me whats the meaning of pain you went court, and they locked you away when you we're acting wild there's people in Guantanamo Bay that never had a trial weve seen a lot - there's some that were born blind in some places hip hop cant be performed live You whopped bare chicks, you think you a heavyweight? In Africa 6000 people die from AIDS everyday And the babies there get it from their mothers, so think about that next time you f** without a rubber It hurts but no one said the truth would be fair The world's a messed up place man, but who really cares?