I snuck up on you Saw a little boy drinking himself to sleep Everything you try and hide from me Sad.? Surprised? Your beautiful lies. My ugly truth When I'm here to be saved why can't I ever find you? I can't let go with a hook in my throat I follow you down to the bottom of Everything that can and will go wrong And you will change your mind Just like every time I've changed my mind On every little thing that I can't leave behind How can I be angry with you now that I've closed my eyes? See what it is to be you Everything capsized Impossible to heal the hurt You think you're going to move away Pretend that you're somebody else Eventually change you name For one moment I made you my little boy But you would not stay mine I know what you'd rather belong to I know where you'd rather belong, too