Love Like Blood - Look Out lyrics

IS THAT THE FEAR I FEEL OR SUICIDAL NERVOUSNESS I'M TEARING THROUGH THE NIGHT WITH A DISTORTED CONSCIOUSNESS WHEN DEPRESSIONS ARE NOMINATING WITH LOTS OF CHEMICALS (INSIDE) DISPLACING EVERYTHING, EVERYTHING IN MY MIND WHILE I SEE MYSELF ON SLIDES COMPLETELY BLURRED AND GREY WHEN THE WORLD HAS SHOWN ME IS SUCH A DISGUSTING WAY LOOK OUT - I AM IN SPIRITUAL CONFUSION! LOOK OUT - DEATH IS WAITING BEHIND THE DOOR! LOOK OUT - CAUSE THAT IS NO ILLUSION! LOOK OUT - OR GIMME SOMETHING MORE (FROM YOU) AND YESTERDAY YOU SAW MY FACE IN SORROW AND IN GRIEF BUT YOU MY FRIEND WENT OVER, IN YOU CAN'T BELIEVE YOUR SHAKY FINGERS WILL CLOSE MY EYES (THINKING) "HE LOST HIS THREAD OF LIFE BUT HE WON'T WAKE UP IN PARADISE HE WON'T SEE THE ORANGE GLOWING SKY" LOOK OUT - I AM IN SPIRITUAL CONFUSION! LOOK OUT - DEATH IS WAITING BEHIND THE DOOR! LOOK OUT - CAUSE THAT IS NO ILLUSION! LOOK OUT - OR GIMME SOMETHING MORE (FROM YOU)