LOUDEN - Music is Therapeutic lyrics

[Verse 1] I use to get pissed for no reason And start punching holes in sh** till my fist were bleeding But I was so high I was barley thinking So I'd put on some beats to decease from tweaking Now I'm coming down, I can finally see the light a day Its bright I feel like I should write today So at night I can have some rhymes to say I'll recite it till I die try to take my mic away I talk about my vocals in a metaphoric way So when I say mic, I mean it metaphorically Basically, I know you'll hear it Ill forever ride when I die I'll be alive through lyrics I spit sh** I don't expect you to understand Like saying I don't smoke but my therapist the weedman But that was only temporary momentarily Music turned out to be the best kind of therapy [Hook] When I get pissed I'm a fuse lit Ready to explode I don't know what I'm doing I won't condone myself to being stupid So I put in my headphones when I'm about to lose it Cause music, is therapeutic, that's why I do it [Verse 2] I cut up my hips and thighs when I was high on Vicodin Riding the bus nodding out but I'm fighting it I'm not liking it, this sh**s frightening I think about a song and I start writing it As soon as I begin it's like the weight is lifted The haze has drifted, away, way into the distance Its amazing I'll blaze the stage in case you missed it I can shake this place, like the plates just shifted I'm lyrically gifted the way I spiritually uplift you Its swift when it hits you like the way wind moves I slice like Ginsu don't pull no b**h moves You'll get thrown out a window like Mace Windu Goddamn, I got some dirty wordplay You need a shower after the first word I say But I don't know what soap is, I'm the f**in' dopest Beating me is hopeless, I noticed you know this [Hook] [Verse 3] My close friends are feining like they need stuff I'm like, slow down man, you're taking f**in' speed bumps But I feel like a hypocrite, cause I wasn't so different There's no getting rid of it the way we was sniffing sh** But I kicked the habit, took it and smashed it Like my gla** pipe when it fell off my lap and I didn't catch it I can't put up with this planet, so I can't stand it It's unbalanced like it got knocked off its axis There's just a lot of stupid people in this world I can't trust anybody, especially my ex girl I told you I loved you with hollowness There's no excuse for what you did, cupid should've shot us with hollow tips Then we would've never had all these problems follow us And I would've never had all this anger bottled up But all that sh**s over and I'm through with it My music is therapeutic listen to it, you stupid b**h [Hook X2]