Lou Miceli - Through Hell lyrics

I feel like lately I've been locked in a cell I find the pretty things and put them through hell I might be crazy but I can't really tell I find the pretty things and then I put them through hell Don't know just what we'll find So hold me down and look inside Today we're out of time So brace yourself I'll cross the line So go I keep pretending I have control I wear a mask so you'll never know I'm bottled up ready to explode So go f**ed up but it's what I need Finding serenity with the rage inside of me Shot out God I pray for peace But the serenity comes with rage, it sets me free Can't stop, I've burnt the brakes The price I'll pay if d**h awaits Shut off, the lights resign The silence now, too hard to find Broken Much like the lock on my cage I keep a vault in my head It's where I keep my insanity Broken I know I did this myself Cause I find the prettiest things And then I put them through hell f**ed up but it's what I need Oh god will I find my peace? I need serenity Is this my serenity?