divided cause i did or didn't talk enough and then in the deep, deprived of sleep, i caved in out of sight out of mind out of ways to care when you finally looked you saw a stranger standing there i remember we were hipsters.. sleeping with our cats.. young and thin and f**ing crazy fine till something cracked and we're not much stronger seems the more we have at stake the slower we respond give me more the back is for the weight of all upon till i decide i can't abide what i was asking for and blame you for the burden , claim the burden was a bore what's wrong with wanting more than i deserve but what do i deserve the nerve to ask for more for more to give away in the end i won't pretend that every things all right what i deny will crawl inside and keep me up at night sleep is all we ever wanted deep to be restored face the day with will to change what's wrong with wanting more