Lotus Eater - Crooked lyrics

You make me wonder if d**h is shallow But you forced me out into the cold Seek new life in a world that's hollow Empty on the inside Empty all my life My body hangs loose My swinging shadow lives on the walls My head grew numb from the fear and loathing I can't repent for what I did to deserve this Your absence fuelled me I'm glad you're gone The numbing pain has faded away I am no longer an entity I've come to terms with the fact that I've withered away Grieve all you want You took my life from me Pain and suffering is now my only memory I've lost all hope Forget me now Darkened thoughts controlled my judgment Keeping me lost I've fallen forever The path I was crawling down Slowly became the end I was hoping for Force me down End it now