Lotus Child - For Me lyrics

Could I be like Jack Kerouac? This tin of tea visits me and pries apart the cracks That leak and leak but never trickle to a pour How could I take the envy when I know I should be more? Can we say my age is always on my mind and All I've ever done has never been in time for me I miss the simple fears that wholeness cell for cell I miss the way it feels to peel away my shell But I would trade my decay for a strophe so I may Even out my evening with an ashen villainelle And can we say my age is always on my mind and All I've ever done has never been in time for me It's hard to breathe When you're high Can we say my age is always on my mind and All I've ever done has never been in time for me