Lotte Kestner - Flirted With You All My Life lyrics

I am a man, I am self aware And everywhere I go You're always right there with me I flirted with you all my life Even kissed you once or twice And to this day I swear it was nice But clearly I was not ready When you touched a friend of mine I thought I would lose my mind But I found out with time That really, I was not ready Oh d**h, oh d**h, oh d**h Really, I'm not ready Oh d**h you enter me d**h's unmade those dear to me And tease me with your sweet relief You're cruel and you are constant When my mom was cancer sick She fought, but then succumbed to it But you made her beg for it Lord Jesus, please I'm ready Oh d**h, oh d**h, oh d**h Really, I'm not ready Oh d**h, oh d**h, oh d**h Clearly, I'm not ready