Lost In Despair - Disremember(ed) lyrics

There was a time when you were carrying And you were there for the ones who needed you You didn't give up, you kept fighting For the things you wanted most in this life And this is how, how you respect yourself By letting everything and everyone go You had it all, but you gave it all up You have become something, I never wanna be seen with Set a beggar on a horseback And he will ride to the Devil But when you hang at the edge of the cliff Will my hand be good enough? Set a beggar on a horseback And he will ride to the Devil And when the sand pulls you down There's no one to help you Bridges have been burned walls have been build up high Is it to, to protect or is it to flee? There was a time, when you were carrying And you were there, for those who needed you You didn't give up, you kept fighting For the things you wanted most in this life I can't see you turn, turn into this This f**ing hard case it isn't you Have all the times we had together been erased from your memory? You took the torch, you started the fire and watched it burn Once we were thick as blood But you pushed me away Bridges have been burned walls have been build up high Is it to, to protect or is it to flee?