[peter gunz] You know what they say God forgives all sins Except suicide Then i guess i'll be a'ight 'cause i ain't gon' k** myself You know I was raised atheist, god was a myth Never prayed 'cause i never seen, and i was never with Kneelin' on my knees, just thankin' jesus For stuff that i received when i wasn't receivin' It's like Thanks for the lights that ain't on Thanks for the food that's gone And my stomach's tight empty Thanks for the clothes that ya sent me They tight and kids laugh, so i be cuttin' school, a'ight I wanna thank you for my brother smokin' crack I also wanna thank you for my cousin gettin' shot in his back I wanna thank you for my friends that's gone I mean they all under thirty right, but life goes on I wanna thank you for my moms being sad Thanks for the house with the swimming pool i never had I wanna thank you for my uncle bill, smart enough to get his phd He got hiv I wanna thank you for my pops, what a joke Work hard all of his life and got nothin' to show I wanna thank you for the lives that you moved I also wanna thank you for the cancer that you gave e-smooth And i'm sorry my belief is low, can you tell me where to go Heaven or hell, eleven to twelve And i'm ready when you ready, just tell me don't breath Will you forgive me 'cause i didn't believe? All i know is that... [chorus-peter gunz] When it's my time to go All i wanna know Am i gonna see him or see you? Give me a clue, tell me what to do Will you open the gates or am i through Forgive me for my negatvie thoughts and all my sins From what i know now lord i wish i knew then I seen alot of bad, never had reason to beleive Now i simply thank you for this air that i breath [lord tariq] Yo, you know people used to say this kid's really crazy That religion and forgivin' church stuff never fazed me Livin' off the word of a teacher My friends up the block gettin' fat sellin' crack to the preacher Johova's witness says he witnessed, but he never seen What he seeks is forever green, and he forever fiend I used to hit the mas now and then Me and x used to bill with these guys that was five percent But see, one thing i learned in life being hard Is no matter who you serve in life, there's one god Wether you're black or white, chinese, japanese You breath the same air i breath, bleed the same blood i bleed That's why i'm sayin' you're wrong If you're sayin' my song is blasphomy, just ask of me I got god in me just like an artery If i offended you then pardon me The things i seen in life hardened me Wanna treat the next man like a slave And go to church shoutin', holy ghostin' and Claimin' you're saved Then you think because the offer that you gave, you forgivin' But you better fix the life that you're livin' You wanna be god-filled, steady sinnin', change your ways 'cause you know it's really money that you praise It's time to wake up, drop yo' blunt and put away the beer 'cause i'm feelin' like the last days is here For real [chorus] [one accord] Forgive me lord For i have sinned And now i know I know you exist (i wanna thank you)