Lord Lhus - Take In the Light lyrics

Everday's another hustle, it seems When will it stop? So much sh** I've had to sacrifice On this path to the top I've lost women I've loved And my respect for many peers I f**ed my head up with d** As I drowned inside of my tears Stay equal, I break bread I'll even offer you a plate Some people I love are dead And I miss seeing their face One Love to Heidi Grace I hope again that I'll see her - And all the bullsh** aside - I miss my homie Chris Piegler They say the good die young - And I'm believing it partly Cause if the good die young Thats why I lost my cousin Harley Some nights I cry alone And It will bring me no shame - Cause a man can only do so much To fight the pain You ain't been through what I been through - You ain't seen what I done You ain't contemplated suicide Holdin a loaded gun If it wasn't for this music I'd a done been done - And if it wasn't for my family - I'd a spread bloodshed (Chorus) Every day, I look to the sky - Try to take in the light You can have all that you dream - But, there's always a price And if you don't believe in Karma - Then I pity your soul I got a body laced with armor - And a heart plate of gold Every day, I look to the sky - Try to take in the light You can have all that you dream - But, there's always a price I miss my family and my friends - I sacrificed love - Because I'm doing it for y'all - Trying to take it above This is for my mother - Who gave me life for 9 months Always had my back - And held me down since day one Struggled all her life - And stayed as real as it gets Just remember that I love you - Dont you ever forget And this is for my father - He does everything that he can - To keep his family happy - Thats the role model, the man We look up to In any time a fright or a panic You're a dad, chef, bestfriend Baseball coach and mechanic This is for my older brother - You will always be that You was always there for me - So I know where we at There is no question that I love you - I hope that you never doubt - When I was homeless it was you - That let me stay in your house And this is for my sister - Because we've been through it all You was never too far - To help me out if I called And I'm a always be here When ever you need a brother Good mood, or bad mood - You're a beautiful mother (Chorus) I fell in love with 2 women When I thought it was smart But, they just both ended up Breaking my heart You ain't never felt pain If you ain't never felt love And you ain't never felt the rain Pound down from above My first love ____ I thought would be my child's mother I loved you more than ever Ten years, was with each other You almost k**ed me I woulda stayed with you to the end Its too bad You had to f** all of my friends My second love Ashley - What a beautiful face You never did me wrong - You just didn't have faith And when I went on tour you left me - Cause you thought I would cheat But, I was only missing you Seven days of the week And I didn't come home Because you were no longer there What's the point? I'll just put another joint in the air And be happy with what I do have: Family and Friends My only love is Hip Hop - From now to the end (Chorus) Outro (Dialogue) Yea - This goes out to everybody in my family - All my real friends that was there for me Anybody that I know and love thats going through struggle and stress This is for y'all.... I'm trying to take it above , 2010 - 2011 and beyond Real sh**, reality sh**, I know you feel me, bang your head