Lord Felix - Wilting lyrics

[Hook] I can't get enough of you and your broken love I'm afraid we used each other up, I think the good parts are gone Flowers wilting in the sun Flowers wilting in the sun Flowers wilting in the sun [Verse 1] I hate you I hate you, that can't be overstated When I black out don't wake me, I trip that's my vacation f** you f** conversations, I don't got time to waste it I screamed y'all never listened, now the monsters awakened You love me now then prove it, I'm proud, I'm wild I'm ruthless I used to be scared to try new sh*t, now idk who this dude is I'm focused, I'm focused I drive alone then floor it I'm worthless, I force it, my emotions distorted [Hook] [Verse 2] I hate y'all all you ever do is pretend I spent my whole summer plotting on my revenge Throwing out money all on top of a Benz And just outta spite Imma f** all your friends Really been affecting my mental I hope every word offends you Take this sh** as a memento You'll only get to me if I let you Burn all the flowers I sent you, yeah Don't ever text me, and don't ever call me I'm done doing favors and I'm done saying sorry Popped another bean, yeah i know its alarming But I can't even vent to my friends, so I got to pretend that I'm fine Yeah I know this is harming Almost end it all 2 times cause I'm lost and I'm lonely Go tell my ma that I'm sorry Dodged all the fakes and the phonies Wilting away Soaked from the tears on my face God take these feelings away Filled up with hate Hate that lost my half Hate that I lost my babe Hate that lost my mind Hate that I lost my way Hate that I lost my faith Feel like I'm stuck in a place Where I can't even cope with this pain And I can't even focus today I heard that it pour when it rain Feeling like I'm going insane And I hate to admit, but I'm slightly depressed I love sipping Bourbon, my life is a mess How can you judge, you ain't filled up with stress When I can't feels when I'm feeling the best Past 2 months theres been some pain in my chest I gotta find ways take this weight off again