@Loraxmusic - Depressive Episodes lyrics

Chorus: Will my voice be heard, when I cry for help Somebody save me, save me from myself When the only thing I have are people I'm not with Dreams I can't attain, somebody stop this I rage into microphones whenever I plummet Somebody save me from the emptiness inside my stomach Save me from just wanting to shrivel up and go Save me from the screams and the depressive episodes Verse 1: Another depressive episode woke up at three thirty Sink in the couch only come out when my back and knees hurting I got so much stuff to do I'm overthinking it And as I'm thinking I fall into another daydream sinkin in Idealistic visions and alienated friends A depressive episode it came here to make amends I'm sorry I took over you its just I got kicked out of the last dude He fired me the tears dropped and ash flew All I see is hopelessness and all I hear is cars All I fear is smoke, and obstacles near and far Cuz life is suffering but it seems I feel it five times more Only peace I have when I'm on the stage and my lines I pour But everything cut off but school just continues World a disaster fools just continue I'll continue this next verse I've reached a fork in the song Hopefully I don't break down while the chorus is on [Chorus] Verse 2: Talk to myself why can we never help each other We break each other with shields but never sisters and brothers Afraid of livin purpose is stripped from the path I'm treading Afraid of time space hatred in humans and armageddon And people caught in a cloud they hope don't take em to heaven If insurance don't provide like you'll be better in a second I hate detachment but it ain't better lonely Want me to write essays I can't write a word let a lone three Came to you too many breakdowns I'm pathetic youll see I can't deal can't feel so I'm pennin' the heat Stomach churns hearts heavy until the tides turn Feel empty but grateful for every heart I've earned I saunter man you know that emptiness that clings you in its grip So you talk to tons of people just to see who will fit To give you a conversation that will ease you when your sick Depressive episode fades said I'll see you in a bit [Chorus] Outro [2x]: If I had one wish that I could sustain I would stop the depressive episodes and stop all the pain And If I had all the eternal power to help I would make everyone just not feel like k**in themselves